Si neneng ay nagaambisyon.

It's about time I write here again.

Actually I don't know what to write, so I'll not write instead.

WAIT! Alam ko na. I'll write about the future.

Or at least, what I want to happen in the future.

First of all, I want to graduate with honors even if academics went hand in hand with other responsibilities.

Even if I'm happy with where I stand at the present I know in my heart that I have lots more in store for me and I could get those things if I work really hard for it. I'm not THAT smart, I get through things by hard work and by investing my capabilities on every account. I rarely listen to my heart, but when I do, I listen to it to the fullest. I can slow things down, I can rush it. But right now, I want things to go on the rate it should be. And when it comes to effort, I go all out.

I want to go a nearer future.

This Friday, I want to watch a performance that all those putting-effort deserves. Mas matinik siguro ang kalaban at kahit anong pagprapractice ay hindi maalpasan. Ang mga director ng iba ay hindi ko malevelan kasi napaka amateur ko. Pero, alam mo yung feeling na, naramdaman mo ang bato-bato at silong ng isang "journey" kaya't dapat survivor ka na pag dating sa dulo ng journey. ("A journey never ends..." let's not go there! Ibang kwento pa yan!) Ayon. I just want to feel relief. These past few days I've always felt that I want to be in two/three/four places at once, pero pag napanood ko yung show gusto ko naman mafeel na okay nang hindi ako maging diyos pa maging omnipresent o kaya mutant para magkaroon ng tatlong utak at limang bunganga. :)

I'm still wondering if I'm going to follow Ate C's footsteps in SOCC. It's a big decision to make. I'm not going to rush it.

I'M GOING TO PASS PHYSICS I'M GOING TO PASS PHYSICS!!!!! WITH COLORS!! not flying pero may kulay na rin *ATTITUDE!!*

And in the farther future.

I WILL (wala nang plan plan it MUST happen) take my masters in Finance in UBC. But I need to get a masters degree here first, so I don't know kung ano na. I want to be an actuary. As to how, I know, but I'm not sure how i could apply it. :)

I'm not sure when I want to get married, just NOT soon. I don't even know if I will. The biggest mystery is to whom. (WAHAHAHAHA!) Ano ba. :)) How? basta wag masyondong madarama basta dapat masarap yung pagkain sa reception, kahit ambag :)) hahahaha!

If I ever decide to fall in love :)) Yes yes I know its not a decision the head makes :)) But anyway, IF I ever decide to get married, I want kids agad! Two! 6 years pagitan! Para masaya! Laging may bata sa bahay!! Awwwwww!! Sana singkit WAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ANO BA!! :))

Ayokong maging workaholic higit sa lahat. Ayoko rin maging sakim sa oras ang isang parte ng buhay ko.

Alam mo tama na. Antok lang to :P haha!