Ten Million.

FINALLY! Last preliminex tomorrow!

I am not at all pleased with the fact that I feel really relaxed after taking each exam. Not having doubts and fear after taking an exam is not all the best feeling. Everytime I feel composed, I flunk or I get a lower score than expected. Like my preliminex in Linear Algebra (that made history) exam last semester. I was like "Hey I think I'm actually going to get high in this exam". When the results came in, my professor deducted 12 points because of "not following directions". I think I only had five mistakes, but with carelessness I was 17 points far but good thing, I didn't fail. Worse things can happen, but if I can make it NOT happen then great!

So now, pathetic as it may seem, I feel terrified with the unusual reality that I'm not feeling terrified at all. But then again, things change in the course of five minutes before receiving my paper. GAH!!

After all the kadoosha, I would like to acquire as much FUN time and artistic freedom. So finally I'm going to make myself a bag (YAY!) and for sure, I'm going to own it this time. Oh Visit my gallery! I keep the pictures of some of the bags that I made there. I sell them actually. But I only make bags when I feel like making and when I am obliged to. haha!

My lavishly lavish dream of sewing a dress (for the second time around after a LOOOOOONG period of time) is beginning to rot. I placed all my ideas on paper so that it wouldn't doom me in my sleep. I even dreamed of the five ones I designed most recently. It was a "near to reality" kind of dream, if I finally earn enough money to buy me a cloth mannequin and extra materials then my dream would turn solid. My friend, Lexander suggested I should use some of the money I earned last summer. HELL NO. That's for the near 2011 after I graduate and not have enough starting salary to buy my whole family Christmas gifts! So yes, I'm trying to save my allowance for new capital and yet another adventure.

Poldee (another friend who is currently a grade school teacher) asked her students, "If you won 10 MILLION pesos in the lottery and had to spend it in one day, how would you spend it?". Poldee, have they actually held Php 1000 pesos with their tiny hands and actually spent it on one purchase like perhaps a shoe?! Have they even spent on something which is not candy, toy soldiers, Malibu Barbie (hey that's like Php 1000++) or on Quickly?! (Rhetorical Question!!!) Then Poldee asked me that question. Me?! The priciest thing I used my money on was a pair of shoes worth Php 1400. It took me three weeks to decided if it was a good enough purchase! But when she asked me that question I was surprised to have quickly answered it.

[10] Unicef, to feed and provide education for the less fortunate children around the world.

It isn't really a solid plan of spending but spending is spending haha!