1 post from September 2008

I had a statistics exam earlier this morning, though I studied really hard for it, I bet I don't even have a score. It wasn't hard, my mind just went totally blank!

I'd be lucky to have a 2 out of thirty. Gah. Though I'm not entirely in the verge of flunking, well I'm 18 points away from the passing mark, it's still sad to NOT get something I worked hard for. Maybe I'll once again pull off an "FEU" during my final examinations! Well if I have to then okay, but I still have 2 chances to work it out and make positive things happen. I better not waste my 2 chances! ><

My teammates and I are competing in an inter-class debate this Saturday. We're going against 5 teams I guess and if we qualify we'll go against 7 (then three, then one). I don't know what's going to happen, but again I have a bad feeling about it. SO MUCH NEGATIVITY IS EATING ME!!! NOT READY FOR NEGATIVITY!

All the negativity just came rushing in. Once again, I don't know which side of my world to run to. I'm actually thisclose to reaching some goals and think of it that way is actually pressuring me. They say, just do what you can, I'm freaking doing it but I've really lost my element and my momentum. I really have to find it, pronto!

I am aware of the things that has been bothering me, and I really wish I could "un-bother" that haha! These are the times that I really seek the Lord.

So I'll end up my entry here, I just felt like I had to write something! :)
Will be writing soon! :D